Dec
3
I’ve made two wrong turns last time. First - reinventing the wheel. Clumsy “avoiding awareness” is simply “ignorance” - root of all evil, as specified in Buddhism. There’s some language barrier and my understanding of “ignorance” was a little bit different before, but still. And the second wrong turn is overlooking practical while searching for spiritual. (So I’m sorry, Toshi, my experiment will be extended for another week)
I lack discipline of thought and patience badly. So much to work on.
